Well,

Havent Been On Here For Ages Cause Firefox Wouldnt Let Me Clear My Cookies Or Some Shit!!!

Welll I Apllied For Univirsity
Finished College With A Merit Merit I Believe :D
And I Found Out Yesterday I Got Accepted Into Uni!
So WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

My Last Post Was About Nanny On "Deaths Door"
Well To Get To The Point She Died :(

Was The 12th March

But Shes With The Angels Now <3

So Yeahhh Sorta Been A Weird Year So Far....

And Im Sorry But Im Neglecting Blogger For Tumblr
Even Tho I Dont Write Anything I Just Post Pictures
But Ill Carry On Here Still Now Its Working On My Laptop Again :D

Soooooo .....

Love Youuuuu <3

Deaths Door....

WOW what a week and its only thursday >.<

monday: i ring and talk to nanny she asks me to come round soon as she dont think shes gonna last much longer.

tuesday: jade (sister) rings and says nannys then going in to hospital.

wednesday: was ment to be going to see nanny at hospital but was too busy.

thursday: go to work and recive a call from dad saying nanny only has a few hours left so i ball with tears all day finish work at 12pm then go to mums shop wait til about 2ishpm til she finishes this booking and go to peacocks whilst were waiting for jade and ryan to get the train home, finished at peacocks and went home to have some lunch, then we went to the hospital and met jade and ryan to go see nanny she looked absolutly terrible :( she was asleep, emily came up after school to see her quickly and when she was leaving she give nanny a kiss and she woke up! MAGIC! i didnt realli stay for long as i didnt like seeing her like that. i went n got the bus with mum and went to gorleston peaococks and done more shopping which kept my mind off things i got home and then went to sharmans to get my bag and have a cuddle for abit, both ways i was waiting for a bus for over half n hr cus of all the traffic work about atm! finally got home and had some dinner n im now gonna watch some telly n have a good kip :) soooooo byee xx

Wellll...........

Been a while .... Sorry im bumming tumblr cus of my college projects.....

well got my 2 uni interviews on the 7th feb :)

quite excited :)

me maddie daniel and samii are planning to go to see the northern lights in norway its only £742 for 2 people sharing including flights,transfers and hotel :)
gonna be fucking epic :) im sooo looking forwad to it hopefully going in jan next year :)

any ways im a happy bunnnyyy <3

got some pure toons on av a listen :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5WF5DBAVSX0

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Tahhhhhh <3

Been A Long Time....

Erghhhh i cant believe i havent blogged propely since my birthday >.<
ive been so busy lately im now working 2 jobs and going to college...
sucha stresss !!!
ive read all 4 twilight books finally!!
took me since th 16th oct lol

i cant believe its now 16th of december!
times dose flyyy!!

ive completed my personal statement for ucas thank fuck!
now just gotta do the rest of the form!
JOY!

well jade got pregnant n then miscaried :(
im so gutted for her and ryan :(

not much has realli happeneddd tbhhh!!

just work and college all the time ohh and sharmannn ovbbb :)

i got my septum pieced finally took me years but heyyy!
it is so sore especially now tht i have a cold!...

im actually excited for the first time in 5 years for xmas
which is abit wierd.... but heyy lets be jolly :)

soooo im now off;;
hopefully wont be too long til i blog again!!

xoxo-me :)

Happpy Birthdayyy

To Me :)
Ahhhhhh Cant Believe Im Actually 19
Its Nutssss >.<
Ahhhh Gonna Have Such A Nice Day :)
And Got A Meal And SHhhh Party 2Moraa Nite :)

WAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAO <3

:)

In Such A Happy Mood At The Moment All The Things I Think About Have Been so Depressing Lately
But Its Time For a Change!
Gonna Get Fit And Sort Myself Out :)
Gotta Good Job And Great Friends And Family....
Good Timesss Ehhh ;] <3

xoxo-Me <3

:)

YOU ARE A RADAR DETECTORRRR :)

WE ARE GOING TO SEE
(ME AND SUMMER)

DARWIN DEEZ  :)

24TH OCTOBERRR 2010

AHHHHHHHHHH SO EXCITEDDDDD

AMAZINGGGGGG AHAHAHA

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO <3

<3

XOXO-Me

LIFE!!

I dont like the way everyone is being so depressive lately!
Theres loadsa shit goin on and it seams im the only one whos actually ok!

I went to see prodidgy on saturday (24th) with summerrrr :)
Was AMAZING!!! Well i didnt actually watch prodidgy cus u couldnt actualy get in the arena!
There was 2 stages and it was thurellyyyyy gooood!!!!

Got a few more hours at work!!
Its good but it can get soooooo boringggg and i totally forgot that!
Luckly i have some good collegues to work with :)

Took some lush long exposure pics at the festival!
They look amazing im so happy with themmmm!
I pure wanna go on a MAD ONE and go take loads but the weathersss soooo shitteee!
And i need modelsss ASAP!

Not going too LEEFEST now as Lee has fell out with summer!!
Well its someting like that anyways lmaoooo!!

Im goin on holiday on the 23rd-27th august with Sharman and his family :)
Were goin to Butlinsss its gonna be goooodddd :)
Looking forwad tooo itt :)

Anyways............

XOXO-Me  <3

Its Not The Same ....

Really Its Not ...
Hes Not Who I Fell In Love With ....
Its Never Gonna Be Like How It Was...
No One Is Like How They Were Then
In 2008
I Loved That Year;;That Summer :)
Its Amazing How People Change
Even If Its Stupid Little Things
I Want My Dreams To Come True ...
I Want Them To Work It Out
I Want Her To Make Her Mind Up!
I Want Us to Be Happy
I Want Him To Find Someone
...
I Cant Have What I Want
Its Impossible...
Nothing Ever Works Out How I Want It Too!
 
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Dreams Never Come True
You Cant Controll Life!
Not Even Your Own ..
All The I Wants...
And I Hope
Or I Wish's..
You Have To Work For Them
Let Destiny Do Its Work
And Let Love Find Their Hearts
Even If It Dosnt Turn Out How You Planned It!
 
Plans Fail ....
Get Over It?
Or
Keep Trying?
 
XOXO-Me
 
<3