Been A Long Time....

Erghhhh i cant believe i havent blogged propely since my birthday >.<
ive been so busy lately im now working 2 jobs and going to college...
sucha stresss !!!
ive read all 4 twilight books finally!!
took me since th 16th oct lol

i cant believe its now 16th of december!
times dose flyyy!!

ive completed my personal statement for ucas thank fuck!
now just gotta do the rest of the form!
JOY!

well jade got pregnant n then miscaried :(
im so gutted for her and ryan :(

not much has realli happeneddd tbhhh!!

just work and college all the time ohh and sharmannn ovbbb :)

i got my septum pieced finally took me years but heyyy!
it is so sore especially now tht i have a cold!...

im actually excited for the first time in 5 years for xmas
which is abit wierd.... but heyy lets be jolly :)

soooo im now off;;
hopefully wont be too long til i blog again!!

xoxo-me :)

Happpy Birthdayyy

To Me :)
Ahhhhhh Cant Believe Im Actually 19
Its Nutssss >.<
Ahhhh Gonna Have Such A Nice Day :)
And Got A Meal And SHhhh Party 2Moraa Nite :)

WAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAO <3

:)

In Such A Happy Mood At The Moment All The Things I Think About Have Been so Depressing Lately
But Its Time For a Change!
Gonna Get Fit And Sort Myself Out :)
Gotta Good Job And Great Friends And Family....
Good Timesss Ehhh ;] <3

xoxo-Me <3

:)

YOU ARE A RADAR DETECTORRRR :)

WE ARE GOING TO SEE
(ME AND SUMMER)

DARWIN DEEZ  :)

24TH OCTOBERRR 2010

AHHHHHHHHHH SO EXCITEDDDDD

AMAZINGGGGGG AHAHAHA

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO <3

<3

XOXO-Me

LIFE!!

I dont like the way everyone is being so depressive lately!
Theres loadsa shit goin on and it seams im the only one whos actually ok!

I went to see prodidgy on saturday (24th) with summerrrr :)
Was AMAZING!!! Well i didnt actually watch prodidgy cus u couldnt actualy get in the arena!
There was 2 stages and it was thurellyyyyy gooood!!!!

Got a few more hours at work!!
Its good but it can get soooooo boringggg and i totally forgot that!
Luckly i have some good collegues to work with :)

Took some lush long exposure pics at the festival!
They look amazing im so happy with themmmm!
I pure wanna go on a MAD ONE and go take loads but the weathersss soooo shitteee!
And i need modelsss ASAP!

Not going too LEEFEST now as Lee has fell out with summer!!
Well its someting like that anyways lmaoooo!!

Im goin on holiday on the 23rd-27th august with Sharman and his family :)
Were goin to Butlinsss its gonna be goooodddd :)
Looking forwad tooo itt :)

Anyways............

XOXO-Me  <3

Its Not The Same ....

Really Its Not ...
Hes Not Who I Fell In Love With ....
Its Never Gonna Be Like How It Was...
No One Is Like How They Were Then
In 2008
I Loved That Year;;That Summer :)
Its Amazing How People Change
Even If Its Stupid Little Things
I Want My Dreams To Come True ...
I Want Them To Work It Out
I Want Her To Make Her Mind Up!
I Want Us to Be Happy
I Want Him To Find Someone
...
I Cant Have What I Want
Its Impossible...
Nothing Ever Works Out How I Want It Too!
 
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Dreams Never Come True
You Cant Controll Life!
Not Even Your Own ..
All The I Wants...
And I Hope
Or I Wish's..
You Have To Work For Them
Let Destiny Do Its Work
And Let Love Find Their Hearts
Even If It Dosnt Turn Out How You Planned It!
 
Plans Fail ....
Get Over It?
Or
Keep Trying?
 
XOXO-Me
 
<3

Twilight Eclipse

I Am Not Liking The Fact That USA Get To See Eclipse Before We Do :@ It Makes Me Cryyyy Cus I Know By The 3rd Of July I WILL Know Everything Thats goin To Happen Cus Of The Gay Internettt I Shall TRY Keep Away FML ♥

XOXO-Me

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Amazon.co.uk: skullcandy headphones Ahhhhhhhhhhh Pureeee GAZMMMMMMM I WANT THESES



GIVE ME MONEYYYY

PWEASEEEEE

<3

Timone & Pumba....

Timone & Pumba Are Sooooo Cool!
Me And My Sister Used To Call Each Other That When We were Little!
Cus I Was Fat & she Was skinny Lmao
I Found Out The Other Day That Dean & Sharman Call Eachother That Too!
....
Later Today I Realised Me & Summer Are Like This Too!
Im Rather Large & Shes A Skinny Little Twig <3
I Love The Fact That I Compare Alot Of People To Them :)
Two Of My Beloved Disney Characters <3
Just Some Randomness For You <3

XOXO-Me

I....

Have Had A Pretyy Stressfull Day :(

College Was Poop

Got No EMA

Couldnt Actually Find The Website Im Looking For

Im Still Not Sure Bout The Job In Disney Aswell

.........

Im Now Gonna Have A Ciggarette To End My Fuck Up Of A Journey Todayyy <3
Destress,Unwind,Ciggarette & A Cuppa Coffeee <3
The Highlight Of My Day <3

XOXO-Me

Ill Leave You With Thisss <3

Ive....

Had Such A Good Day <3

College 9am-12pm

Shoppin With Mummy 12ish pm-1:30pm

Sharmans && Common 1:30ish pm-6pm

Home 6ish pm -Now....

Kesh Came Round Tonight <3
Had A Big long Catch Up <3
Was Such A Laugh <3
Ive Missed Her Soooo Much <3

Shes Pretty Much Just Gone Home ....
Im Now Gonna Get Ready For Bed ...
And Get My Stuff Ready For 2Mora <3
Long Day At College ...
Hopefully Should Get Paid EMA The Fuckersss ¬¬

Anyways Im Now Offs <3

Much Love

XOXO-Me

Ahhhhhh :)

Whattt a Freekinggg goood Week Its Been So Farrrr
Sunburn And Friendsss <3
Ahh I love My Life :)

Wednesday Was the Start Of The Heatwave until The End Of Septemberrr  <3
Im So happpy Its Sooooo Niceee <3
SUMMER 2010 STARTS NOWWWW!!!!!!!!!
<3 <3 <3 <3

Im Gettin A Bit Pissed Off At College But It'll be Over Soonnnn <3
Then I Have All Summerr To Chillll <3
I Cant Explain How Happy I Ammm Its Sooo Good <3

I Love My Friends & Sharmannn bearr <3

Happppy Happpy Happppyyy <3

This Is So The Song Of The Summerrr 2010  <3
Deaf Havana - Friends Like These <3

XOXO-Me

I Have Had...

Such A Good Weeek :)
Mum Went On Holiday Last Thursday ....
So Ive Been At Sharmans All Week :)
Its Been Lush :)
Lush Cuddles N Stuffs
& When Hes Been At Work Ive Been At College Or Commonnn
Weather Has Been Nice Too :)
I Think That Mummy Has Bought the Sun Back With her :)
She Came home Todayyyy :)
Got Two New Tattoos <3
They Look So Nice :)
Mookie<3
Holland<3
....
Ive Beeen So Busy At College Trying To Get Everything Sorted :)
FMP Due In 3 Weeks >.<
FML!!

Mummy Bought Me Some Joop :)
Ahhhhhhh Its Orgasmicccc <3

Anyways Im Off To Do Some College Work :)

XOXO-Me

........

I Was Looking Through My Old Photos Today
Due To My Final Major Project For College
Im Making Two Collages One Of My Friends One Of My Family <3
Looking Through Them Realli Made Me Smilee
But There Was Some Depressing Ones Too
But For All The Friends Ive Lost And Gained...
There Are Two That Have Been There Foever <3
Summer & Charlei :)
They've Been There Though Eveything With Me 
And For That I Love Them To Bits <3
For All The Friends Ive Lost ...
Im Sorry For Not Keeping In Touch Or For Anything Ive Done !
I Love You :) <3


XOXO-Me

I....

Was In Such A Happy Mood Todayyyy 
Til Bout 2pm When I Had My Lesson of Art History!
Got Shouted At By Viv .. Again
Aaron Hit Me On the Head & It Acc Realli Hurt!!
Got Home And Watched Desperate Houswifes...
Sharman Said Id Watched The 1 From 2 Weeks Ago....FML!
Spoke To Joey On Facebook Chatt....Got Abusedddd A Tadd....
Put Me In A Well Shitt Mood =[
Spoke To Mum ... She Disnt Wanna Cook For Me ....
I Made Cheese On Toast ... & Im Still Pure Freeking Hungry =[
Now Off To Summers ... Not Realli Sure If I Wanna Go Thooo
In A Very Weird Mood With Everyone Atm...
Think I Just Need A Cuddle From Sharmannn Bearr <3
Sorry Bout My Essay Moaning Bout Fuck All =[....

Better News Im Getting My Tattoos Done Monday At 10am :)
Mookie<3
Holland<3
My 2 Special Words <3

Love It <3
Anyways Im Offskiesss <3

XOXO-Me

Wellll.....

Had A Pretty Cool Weird Weekend!
I Say Weird Cause Its Been a Funny Ol' Weekend!
Arguments (excluding me) On Sat Night Was Up Til 4am!
Been Sleepinggg Alot I Feel Like A Freeking Hamsterr LOL
Yesterday Was Funny ... Trecked Around For Nearly 3hrs
So Sharman and Joe Could Get Some Weed...
It Was Wet And Cold And I Was Very Hungry :(
Things We Do For Love Hey!!!

Todays Bank Holiday Monday ... So Just Been Chillin No College :)
Mummy Got Back From Cambridge Aswell :)
Got Me Some Makeup And A New Diary :)
...
Sold My Camera To Summers Friend Lozza For £65 :)
Get EMA 2mora Or Wednesday .. Another £30 :)
Gotta Give Mum £10 For Summers Ticket But I Dont Mind :)
So Now Have £85 :)
Woooooo Yeahhhhh Maybe Tattoos <3
YEAHHH <3

Anyways Im Off To Watch Twilight New Moon With Mummy <3

XOXO-Me <3

Got My...

Glasses Today :)
They Feel Well Weird!


& Also Went Shopping In Peacocks :)
Got A Few Bits :)


Gonna Watch Twilight With Mummy Tonight <3
Im So In love With That Film :)


Gonna Dye My Hair 2Mora Night :)
Red .... Bye Bye Pinknesss :(


O Well New Start & All That :)
My Hair Needs It so It'l Stop Falling Out :(


Anyways ... Im Off To Have Dinner & Wash Up :) ....


xoxo-Me <3

jgoistvn msdp;vfgjwawhgoihfbnhdbja'awrhawjab'ffja'pa'je

Im With Sadieeee :)
Just Chillin :)
As We Do
"Thats How We Roll ;]"


HELLYEAHFUCKYEAHYEAHBOI!

ily <3

xoxo-Me <3

Ask Me Anything Just For A Laugh :)

http://www.formspring.me/FUCKINGABUSEME

Borrreddd

Much!!!

Just Cooked Dinner 4 Myself >.<
Mums Gone Out With Trevorr To Tides
Posh Wankers Lmaoo

Gonna Go Over To Summers Inabitt
Having A Showerr 1st :)
R.I.P. Fuu-Fuu Lmaooo

Goin To Cinema 2Moraa Night
Me Aaron Sadie & Charlei :)
To See Remember Me
To Cream Over Mr.Pattinson ;]

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ;]
Looooooooosh ;]

Gots A Wii Party Sat Night :)
Round Kyle And Annikas
Shall Play Just Dance And Other Stuffs
Getting Verry Drunkk :) YAYAYAYAYAY :)

BRING IT ONN (Y)

Anyways I Best Be Offs For Showerrss :) La La La
ily<3

XOXO-Me <3

Im In Love.....

Ive Decided Im In Love With Robert Pattinson<3
Just Whilst Hes In Twilight...
Maybe In Remember Me... :)
We Shall Find That Out Next Wednesday <3
He Looks Lush In The Trailer <3



I've Watched Twilight EveryDay For The Past 3 Days ....
I Said Id Never Watch It Cause It Was Such A Mainstreem Film
But Omg I Fucking Love It Not OverObsessivly Thoo :)



Yeahh Himmmmm <3

Oh My God ... FML Its So Not Fairr >.<

Im

Verry Ill =[

Not Good !

I Dont Like It =[

Got A Nasty Cough

And A Realli Weezy Throat...

FML

Went Out Last Night For Grandads 70th :)

Had A Few Drinks And A Meal

I Had A Chicken Salad & Garlic Bead With Cheese... :)

Cherry Sourz And Lemonade A Pint Of Coke And A Smirnoff Ice :)

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!

Nanny Was Pissed As A Fart

Grandad Felt Drunk But Had Only Had Lemonade ..=[

Its Was So Hot Aswell...

Got Back Just After 10pm

Sharman Was Asleep

Then I Fell Asleep

He Woke Me Up At Like 3:40am

Just To Go For A Fag >.<

Done That Fell Back To Sleep

Woke Up At 9am

Sharman Left For Work At 11:15am

I Went Home

And Here We Are On The Sofa With A Bacon Bapp ;]

Aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ;]

XOXO-Me

Misses

Alot Of Peopleeee ...

Its Made Me Quite Sad That Some Of The Dont Wanna Know Anymore...
Dont Get Me Wrong I Love The Friends I Havee And I Have Quite Alot!
God I Sound Like I Boasting Cause Im Popularr....IM NOT!

We Started Enterprise Week Todayy =[
FML!!

Well Its Mummys Birthday Todayy :)
Shes 44 :)
So HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY <3

Right Im Now Off To Do Some Dinner :)

xoxo-Me ;]

This Weekend

Has Been Rather Emotional =[
Nannys Still In Hospital ...
Should Come Out 2Mora <3
Been Crying Alot Cause Of That =[

Got Some Clothes On Sat
Peacocks 40% Voucher
Fitting In Size 16 Tops Size 18 Bottoms =s
Got Loads Thoo <3

Didnt Do Much Last Night
Fell Asleep Quite Early <3
Think I Needed It <3

Jade Bought Me A Camera On Friday :)
A 35ml From The Charity Shop :)
& A Pink Duck <3

Today Had Some Troble Catching Busses
They Were Pissing Me Off
Half An Hour For Every 1 I Got =[

Fucking Bellys Killing Me =[
God It Pisses Me Off =[

Hopefully 2Mora Should Be Good <3
College 1-3 ...
Should Have EMA <3
Sharmans At Work 3-7
Should Be Going Out With Cherish <3
Hopefully Shall Be Sunny <3

Anyways Im Off <3

XOXO-Me <3

Cancerr...

What A Fucking Horrible Thing To Have....
It Pretty Much Only Just Hit Me That She Has It..
My Nanny That Is... =[
Shes In Hospital Again...=[
Hopefully Shes Coming Out 2Mora :)

God I Love Her To Bits <3>
Shes My Nanny Bib Bib <3>
Anyways Been Crying Alot Of 2Nite :(
Makes Me Think Alot What I Have <3>

Anyways Im Offskiess

XOXO-Me

Immmm ....

Is At Nannys .... Now Bout To Eat some Stew :)

God Alots Happened Since I Last Bloggedd...
I Didnt Say It was Interesting Tho Lmao <3>

Lmaooo God I Aint Wrote In So Long
I Dont Realli Know What To Say Lmaooo
Im Getting My Crimpers Todayyy :)
God My Hairs Gonna Be Lushhh <3>

Im Now About To Get In The Shower...
Its Like 9:50am Ive Been up Since 8:45 & Im Already Bored Shitless!!!

Got College Today At 2 For 2 Hrs How Pointless!!!
Art Historyyy ... I DONT CARE HOW POP ART STARTED!!
I Just Wanna Get On With My FMP [Final Major Project]
Seven Sexy Sinners :) - Using Photoshop And Illustrator And My Wonderfull Head Ofd Ideas <3>

Anyways Chambers Gets Outta Prison On Monday I Think :)
Were So Excitedd :) We've All Missed Him Loadss <3>

Ohhh Yeahhh I Have A New Tattoo :) Looks Rather Nice :)

Anyways Im Off For My Shower :)
Then Off to Town Then College <3>

XOXO-Me

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Sorry Its Been Agess ....
Been Slackinggg On The Oldd Bloggerr Babesss Lol

Went To See Jade [My Sister] Friday;;
Was Nicee :) Part from My Fucking Harsh Message From Her Fiancee ;[

Been Puree Slacking At College Thooo :(
Need To Do Work Sooooo Badd :(

Havinnn Funn With My Friends Itss Beingg Loosh
:) :) :) :) :)

Sharmans Birthday Thursdayyy :)
Nice Pressents ;] ;] ;] ;]

Ahhhhh I Lovee My Lifeeeee :)

Love Me-xo

Im Att...

TEA TUESDAYSSSS.....
RARW...
:)
XO-ME

I hate knowing your the one but then knowing that u may never be mine!

Welllll...Im Acc Prettyyy Boredddd...
Mums at Work ; Sharman's At home Being Gayyy Lol
Im At Home Waing For Mummy to Come home so I Can Have Food
Then Go Out With Summer And cherish :)
WelliePier Bowling FTW!! £1 Bonus ;]

Rather Pissed Off That Lucy Only Gave Me £5 Yesterday :(
Im So Skint Im Waitng For EMA & EMA BONUS!!!
God Its Pissing Me Off We Were Supposed To Get It Last Week >.<

Listening To Drake <3 Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm <3

I Miss My SharmannnnnBearr I Want Himm Here
.......

Over & Out <3

xoxo-Me

Heyyyy...

Ive Had A Pretty Lush Weekend <3
Went Out On Friday Night :)
Made An Igloo With
Joe Blaine Mongo Dane Brandog Sharman And Kerner :)
Woooow Whatt A Good Night....<3

Sat Was Nice :)
Went Up High St With Sharman <3
Then Stayed In Doors And Chilled :)
CSINY ;] <3

Well Now At Homee With Family <3
Gonna Have Hair Cut At 7pm
Woooooooooo!

Shall Post A Pic Soon <3

Much Love ... <3

xoxo-Me

Yeahhh Bhoiiiii!!

Its Snowing Gonna Be A Propa Blizzard Tonight Mayte!!!
Well Happy Yehh Bruvvvv
Hopefully No College 2Mora :)
<3

Its....

SNOWING!!
Everywhere But Here!!!!!!
It Pisses Me Off Come On
Snow Day Snow Day Snow Dayy
I Wants College To Freeze !!!!
Ha Ha Ha Ha !!!
Im Out ;] -xo

<3

It's 2010 ..... Xx

And I Dont Want It To Be....

My Fucking Phoness Pissing Me Off Again :(
My Memory Card Is FOOKEDDD!!!
So Now I Can Only Have 3 Songs Lmaoo

BUTTTT.........

Me Summer Cherish And Tommy ...
Are Going To See The Prodidgy On
The 24th Of July This Yearr !!

ALSOOOOOOO :)

Enter Shikari (Also Seeing In Feb)
Chase n Status <3
Zane Lowe
And Pendulum <3

Its Gonna Be Loosh :)
Pissed As Ever :)
Getting Coach There N Back :)

..........................................................................................................................................................................

Anyways ....

New Year New Start :)

• Loose weight
• Spend More Time With Family
• Get A Job
• Take Alot Of Photos
• Save Moneyy!!!
• HAVE THE BEST YEAR POSSIBLE !!!!